grace like rain

how ironic?
clicked into a music video of Grace Like Rain by Todd Agnew, and the commercial of how great and wonderful opportunities University of Toronto was the intro.

grace like rain...university of toronto..somehow i don't feel it. and maybe thoughts and negative feelings have built up against my choice of continuing education throughout these 4 years.

but every single time, i am reminded to think about the ways God has shown himself to me through these trials and tears, how i've clenched harder and longer to robes of Jesus when i'm feeling helpless, how i realize i am to run back to His open arms waiting..all the time, how often i am shown the brokenness in me, that this is my relationship with Christ, and is not dependent on any other.

and so i guess it's through this, that i've received His grace, like, rain, falling down on me, whether i'm ready or not.

but i will always be praising.