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Vulnerable.

To be vulnerable, one's vulnerability.

What is this? What makes this? Why is it so? Who isn't?

What is there left?

Pride.

To have pride, to be prideful.

What is this? What makes this? Why is it so? Who isn't?

Why is it there?

to be open to you, must i? should i? 

今天

Another rainy day, cold and grey.

As droplets form patterns against the cold coffee shop window, God continues to form patterns in His creation. In our lives.

Today is another one of the days where the light is not in sight. Grey and foggy as the sky, so is my heart. Heavy rainfall.

Typing on a slanted table, is as if I'm on a slant. Seeing everything with a slight tilt. A little off. And I need to straighten out my sight, balanced, steady. How I wish.

Perhaps this way is the best. Avoid, for now. Brushing it off. Cover it. Despite the hurt.

今天 這些飃雲代我哭。

Butter Cookies♡

May these words of my mouth and this meditation of my heart be pleasing in your sight, Lord, my Rock and my Redeemer.

- Psalm 19:14

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Butter Cookies  (makes 24)

130 ml butter, room temperature

1/6 cup caster sugar (fine regular sugar) 

1/2 cup and a little bit, icing sugar
1 3/4 cup flour

1 egg, whisked

1/4 tsp vanilla essence

Directions:

1. Beat butter and sugar until fluffy.
2. Mix in icing sugar and flour.
3. Whisk in egg and vanilla, until combined.
4. Drop onto cookie sheet, and bake for 350 F for 10-15 minutes. Let cool and enjoy!

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How long will it take?

It’s a re-opening. Something that should not be. Re-open.

Is it still here? It’s not supposed to.

But, never a farewell. Clueless of another life touched. What’s left is to marvel. Their accomplishments.

But struggling. Struggling.

Father, may this be my cry to You. That. 2 years. And a half?

When will it be 100?